J.o.U.R.n.e.Y.T.o.T.h.E.h.E.a.V.e.n

adOiyai,kRoNiknYE!!

2012-02-02T21:36:00.002+08:00

pregant senang,xngidam..xmabuk..xde alahan ape2
deliver baby senang..xsakit teruk..xde edisi seluk2..xde jahit ape2
tapi hakikatnya lepas ada anak 2
aku jadi SANGAT PELUPE
orang kata tu effect masa deliver
putus urat2 dalam kepale
ntah betul ntah ye
tapi entahla ek..makin kronik rasanye..
kunci letak mane, ape2 kerje..semua kena catat dalam paper
pastu paper tu pun lupe mana kedudukannye..
sudahnya..marah sendiri ,ketuk2 kepale..

p/s: tengah cuba nasihat doktor,makan kacang tanah byk2 untuk kurangkan masalah lupe, xterkecuali ikut nasihat cikgu senior, beli buku nota letak dalam handbag,bwk g mane2..harap2 berkesanla hendaknye..aminn..oh,kalau ada lagi petua, sile kongsi ye..

we'll be miSSing u T_T

2012-01-31T17:45:00.003+08:00

si cucu yg setia dengan atuknye

the grandpa is leaving the house! not only the house, the family, the grandson n daughter, the life here too..far far away to kuala perlis due to his promotion. after been working and living here for 33 years, never been apart from us except the outstations, now he have to be alone there. it was a stressful month, i guess, when we got the news. we are happy for the promotion, he deserved it; but not the new posting. i can see he looks upset all these while, keep on saying, 'kl ayah xde nanti, adik tolong tgkkan mama,adik2..kl ayah da pergi nanti,adik bla bla bla...'. adoiyai,sayu kot..

p/s: i wonder sape la yg buat decision xberapa nk bijak dok posting kan org yg dah nk pencen+umur senja ni jauh dr family. they should concern about the psychology of the oldies ni..aiyoh..but don't worry ayah, i'll take care our family. we'll definately be missing u!!

niGht Life @_@

2012-01-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

after 4 years in marriage, i had a chance to have my night life tonight with my sister.lets say it was my 1st ladies nite ever since.hehe..seriously, i was really excited at first. ya lor, mana la ada istilah keluar bujang tanpa 'handbag' di malam hari lepas kawen.and i got the chance pun sebab teman adik g exchange laptop that we bought this morning at low yat due to RAM problem..siap update status kat fb kot \(^0^)/

so, when they told us it's gonna take an hour, so i decided to wander around the places..time square, bb (owh,i had sweet memory on my 1st and last new year celebration when i was 18 there.hoho~)..having fun? at first yes. but after half an hour, i would say,NO! because suddenly it felt so wrong seeing those teens doing public romance (ok,fine..aku pun mcmla baik sgt dulu but daring gile macam ni?aiyo..). the scenery?NIL..maybe because i had too much seeing those peeps kissing & hugging without ikatan..@_@

we went to the outback steak house for dinner but it was really awkward to see ONLY both of us wearing hijab + me in my track-suit-t-shirt-slippers.hehe~really selebet la this mommy kan.who cares..haha..so we went back to low yat n just dine in at Kopi Club. haiyoh, nasi goreng udang 2 ketul sampai RM9.50. nasib baik la lapar.. dinner?again, ZERO..it wasn't up to my expectation..

and i start missing my kids (T_T) apela ammar & amni buat?dah tdo ke?menangis ke? and the checking starts every half an hour..haha

overall,i really not having fun those night life that i've been enjoyed before.maybe because of the status..or maybe because of the age..night life didn't seem cool like before (when i was teen)..or maybe my night life would be better with husband and kids around i guess..hehe~

p/s: say NO TO NIGHT LIFE WITHOUT FAMILY,aze..it's OVER by now..

amMar & aMNi on BoaRd

2012-01-05T17:26:00.004+08:00

sakit2 pun pun still posing jugak

who's first?hmm..let it be abang long ammar la ek.

good news : he is very active nowadays, keep expanding his vocabulary, can reciting zikrullah & sing the rhythm that he heard. he can understand simple instructions like 'ammar,tolong ibu ambilkan...', 'take the ball', 'where is ur truck?' etc..the talking session with him always be the funny moment. mana xnya,mcm ayam & itik.buat2 paham je apa die cakap.

but the not-so-good news is he start showing the signs of blocking shunt (the small things inserted in his brain lining to flow the water out). he keep on vomitting, passive, imbalance and lost appetite. already brought him to paeds but the doc asked me to observe him for 2-3 days. and if he looks different, then shoot to the emergency. the shunt might be block. aiyo..he only undergo the operation 7 months ago..

his lil adinda, amni had turned to shaolin. hehe, slambe je inche suami cukur rambutnye. manual okeh, x hantar kedai or guna mesin sebab takut vibrate kuat sangat. she still young. she look adorable with or without her hair anyways.hehe..showing interest in play toys, sounds and love to have conversation with others. she smiles a lot too (^-^) + dah start nak mengiring. how fast the time flies (^-^)